Chapter 1700: Too hard on himself (12)

　　Li Moying’s tightly creased brows seemed to sooth a little as his dazed sight gradually gathered, meeting her pair of large eyes which seemed to be brimming with tears.

　　“Don’t…. no…. just…. just a little more…..”

　　Li Moying slowly pushed out these few words as his deep voice held a trembling tone, as though his breath was floating.

　　If it wasn’t for the fact that Huang Yueli was so close to him, she totally couldn’t hear what he was saying.

　　Huang Yueli plastered up to him urgently and asked anxiously, “What are you saying? Wait for a while?? Do you know that you’re about to lose your life! How long are you going into a frenzy for??”

　　When Li Moying heard that crisp and anxious voice, smelled the sweet and familiar fragrance, his mind regained clear headedness for that one instance, recalling the matter which he kept on reminding himself before he acted up…

　　“Just… just a little more…. let me…. me recall…. recall the matters….. in the past…..”

　　Li Moying said intermittently.

　　Huang Yueli was originally slightly dazed but not too long later, a thought arose in her mind. That shocking guess made her tremble violently.

　　Surely not…. Impossible right…

　　“You…. speak clearly! What are you trying to do? What matters in the past? What you’re saying, surely it’s not… the matters in our past lives?”

　　Li Moying looked at her deeply as his panting became even more severe.

　　“Just wait…. Wait a moment more… I am about… about to recall…..”

　　His voice became softer and the surrounding thunder attributed energy became even more uncontrollable as the entire Levitation Sword Palace rang with continuous lightning strikes as it started to shake!

　　For a moment, Huang Yueli felt her entire body turning chilly, even her heart was about to stop.

　　“You…. you actually…. for this kind of thing! Damn it! I really deserve to die!”

　　Huang Yueli finally understood why Li Moying insisted on holding on like that, refusing to let her control his illness!

　　Because it was only when his Soul Detachment Illness acted up will he regain his memories, recalling what happened in his past life! He was so insistent on holding on, only to regain more memories of their past!

　　Thinking of this, Huang Yueli’s inner heart’s self-blame had reached the limit.

　　She recalled the reason why she was in a cold war with Li Moying for this period of time, which was because she suspected Li. Moying for not telling her what happened in their past lives! Li Moying had tried to explain to her numerous times but she wouldn’t believe in his explanation, insisting that it was because Li Moying was lying to her!

　　She had even set a last ultimatum to this man that if he still refused to divulge what happened in his past life after she self-exploded, then she would break off the engagement with him!

　　Whereas now, Li Moying didn’t care if he was expending his life source just to force himself to recall the matters which happened in his past life, wasn’t it exactly because of the threat which she had said to him?

　　It seemed that he really couldn’t remember what happened in his past life, and not lying to her! Whereas the petty her actually kept on suspecting the man who loved her deeply, even forcing him to take this half dead step!

　　Huang Yueli was feeling both guilty and heartache as the rim of her eyes suddenly turned red.

　　“Moying, stop thinking! Stop thinking already! I don’t want to know already!”

　　She choked as she tried her best to hug the man’s neck, pleading with him.

　　However, Li Moying insistently moved his head aside, “No… No way, I have to…. have to recall!”

　　Huang Yueli’s head was buried in his chest as she missed the deep scheming glint in Li Moying’s eyes.